05 Caffeinated

While they guy in the building opposite me is hoovering the windows
I’m just waking up is this all in my mind (its too much to take in)
Mind blurry fantasy as my r e m ends (give me some re-al-it-ee)
And I reach out through the morning dark for another deadly caffeine fix
Can hardly see your face through the poison glass
The time and space that separates us (can’t break it down_ )
Can’t hear you screaming weeping (but I see it in your eyes) /
What is happening to you I don’t know what to say
Feel like I’m drifting in and out of conscienceness
Is this a reality moment not some life (to make me feel good)
String me along with illusions (crafted images of hope)
Do you not really know is there something you want
Why do I bother with all this subjection to your ridicule
Can’t you see its all because of love (its you that’s loved)
I’m bringing you a gift from him to you (I’m just the mail man
You say its ok for me but you don’t need a caffeine fix today

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