08 Its all about forbidden fruit

One night I will remember when other memories fade
Sat cold in my solitude afraid of the dawn
Lost sight of the ball placed faith within myself
As my body was fading my heart was expose

My times the situation has seemed hopeless
Lost my way down these new grey streets
Found myself living somewhere all alone tonight
And in these moments I seek comfort for my soul

A brief tast of the forbidden to test that I’m alive
Yet I know that it’s no solution as my heart self condemns
But to turn to what I know threatens my strength
Struggle to admit that I can’t make it on my own

Even thogh I know he’s with me every single step
Takes all I have to even breathe in the valley of pain
Recall those ancient words of pleasant pastures green
No need to eat from the tree when the meal stands prepared

When the cold wind bits it’s not so easy to say
That I trust in the shephead who comforts his flock
Shiving in the silence of my self seeking thoughts
Any escape would be worth while but I hear his voice

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