10 On Video, be

Big brother watching from the walls within which I hide

See me sleeping when the sun is high in the clear blue sky

Capture each moment whilst burning up the evidence

And if no-one saw us leaving does that mean we’re safe

Gripped by fear of someone uncovering my daily reality

I stand guilty of being me of this I have no denial defence

This is not the way I would have designed us to be

Make a person with my faults and choose to adopt him

Still I didn’t write the script I just play my part each day

Making my choices as I throw away each heart beat

Sunday morning I walk the streets in solemn silence

Enter in the doors of my safe haven and sing for joy

Walk out from that universe and by the time I’m home

Some kind of fear prevents me from speaking my song

I live a double standard that tolerates seeing you dying

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